tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-299431192011-04-21T15:03:36.294-07:00Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08839651474509135773noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29943119.post-1150739356321919752006-06-19T09:52:00.000-07:002006-06-19T10:49:16.336-07:00<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1719/3202/1600/russia.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/1719/3202/320/russia.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br />Monday , June 19th<br /><br />yes, I'm new where to start? I have no idea<br />life is to complicated everytime you think you know the answer<br />someone else comes and destroys all of your thoughts.<br />I will start at the begin: for 6 years ago we moved from Norway to<br />Holland I was around 10 years old, '' well you know kids they don't mind<br />just they stay young they will never know the different'' that's what my mother justed to say<br />after a while I got a lot of friends and I started to like it there.<br />After 3 -4 years my mother asked me how I would feel moving back to Norway.<br />NO WAY I was 17 years old....Well my mother couldn't care less<br />like who the F#!@* do I think I am? I couldn't change her mind ..<br />no nobody could change her mind about moving back.<br />I couldn't see why she wanted to move!<br />well 2005 we moved to Norway like my mother said 2 years ago<br />I was crushed , no friends, new life, new start, new school, NEW NEW NEW!!!<br />I couldn't give a shit , I was more mad, angry and sad :(<br />I realized ...I lost everything I had in my life ......My teenage years<br />my first kiss, my first schoolbal, my first boyfriend etc.<br />I would never forgive my mother, she took the only think I haved left from me<br />trust & friends.<br />well at the beginning it was hard so hard that I really thought<br />this was the end of my life , how would YOU feel at the age of 17 and your whole<br />future was rapped from you right front of your face?? And you can't do anything!!!<br />well now it's been 10 months ago, almost a year.<br />so fast , I remember the day as yesterday .<br />right now I have friends , good friends who I trusted who I learned to trust<br />you see when you move to another place it's like be reborn again,<br />you have to learn how to talk, , how to eat and how to use your body.<br />it's so new , you have to dare to take new steps en changes luckily for me I already<br />new the language actually I speak 5 languages ; Norwegian, Russian,English,Netherlands and German. I feel so smart haha<br />But anyway for those who are moving all the time ! Don't worry everything is gonna be OK<br />no matter what just keep on smiling , cause friends will come and go<br />and even if you go ....At least you have you're family and believe me<br />I know how much it hurts leaving something you have had whole you're life maybe ...<br />but hey like tupac said : keep you're head up !!<br /><br />Hugs & kisses princess T<br /><br /><blockquote>Carpe Diem</blockquote><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29943119-115073935632191975?l=dream-0n.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08839651474509135773noreply@blogger.com0