Monday , June 19th

yes, I'm new where to start? I have no idea
life is to complicated everytime you think you know the answer
someone else comes and destroys all of your thoughts.
I will start at the begin: for 6 years ago we moved from Norway to
Holland I was around 10 years old, '' well you know kids they don't mind
just they stay young they will never know the different'' that's what my mother justed to say
after a while I got a lot of friends and I started to like it there.
After 3 -4 years my mother asked me how I would feel moving back to Norway.
NO WAY I was 17 years old....Well my mother couldn't care less
like who the F#!@* do I think I am? I couldn't change her mind ..
no nobody could change her mind about moving back.
I couldn't see why she wanted to move!
well 2005 we moved to Norway like my mother said 2 years ago
I was crushed , no friends, new life, new start, new school, NEW NEW NEW!!!
I couldn't give a shit , I was more mad, angry and sad :(
I realized ...I lost everything I had in my life ......My teenage years
my first kiss, my first schoolbal, my first boyfriend etc.
I would never forgive my mother, she took the only think I haved left from me
trust & friends.
well at the beginning it was hard so hard that I really thought
this was the end of my life , how would YOU feel at the age of 17 and your whole
future was rapped from you right front of your face?? And you can't do anything!!!
well now it's been 10 months ago, almost a year.
so fast , I remember the day as yesterday .
right now I have friends , good friends who I trusted who I learned to trust
you see when you move to another place it's like be reborn again,
you have to learn how to talk, , how to eat and how to use your body.
it's so new , you have to dare to take new steps en changes luckily for me I already
new the language actually I speak 5 languages ; Norwegian, Russian,English,Netherlands and German. I feel so smart haha
But anyway for those who are moving all the time ! Don't worry everything is gonna be OK
no matter what just keep on smiling , cause friends will come and go
and even if you go ....At least you have you're family and believe me
I know how much it hurts leaving something you have had whole you're life maybe ...
but hey like tupac said : keep you're head up !!

Hugs & kisses princess T

Carpe Diem